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  • marthagetssleevedjourney

    I don't know if I'm ready to be back just yet. Outside affairs in my life aren't easy right now, my mental health has taken a fucking battering, it's been damn hard. I have allot of battles and my life is going to be tough, the journey my life has taken will be a long and hard the next year....this is outside my weight loss journey. I feel alone and lost and vulnerable and even though I've started seeing someone for my problems the problems I face now are even harder. This community has helped me for so long to keep it together.....like I said I don't know if I'm totally back just yet. Sometimes I feel I haven't done enough and I see so many amazing people on here that started at the same time as myself and have totally kicked ass. I don't want to compare myself and my journey to others because I know deep down we are all different people on our own journeys. I feel like what I've lost is good but it's not enough. I have to take a few steps back on the coming weeks and months and hope things get better. I'm scared I'm sabotaging myself and I don't want that. Today is transformation Thursday and I needed this before shot from June 11th 2017 and today. A loss of about 15 kilos in the picture on the left....currently sitting at 93 kilos. The most important thing for me right now is my mental health and I need to get that right 100% . On the plus side we have the smallest of thigh gaps happening here!!! I #transform #transformation #transformingmybody #transformationbody #transformationbeforeandafter #transformationthursday #vsg #vsgbody #vsgbeforeandafter #vsgcrew #vsgcurves #vsgcommunity #vsgaustralia #curvesonfleek #workingonthesecurves #gastricsleever #gastricsleevebeforeandafter #thigh #thighs #thickthighs #thickthighssavelives #thighgap #fuckobesity #fit #fitfam #gettingmygrooveback

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    This is my last post for a while. I want to say goodbye and good luck to those on their weight loss journeys right now. I'm going through some personal stuff right now where my thoughts are in a pretty bad place and my mind right now is thinking just not to be here anymore. I need to sort myself out so I'll be switching off for a while to get myself right, I'll be here supporting others still but for now this is my last post. Things have not been great for me for a very very long time and I need help to get myself right and be right again. We all have a good way of hiding things when our lives aren't right but it comes to a point where we need to face ourselves and our darkest demons and admit life just isn't what I thought it was going to be. I can't thank those enough that have supported me on this journey, I hope I continue to go forward with my journey too but right now my sadness is killing me and I feel like my world isn't my world anymore. Hopefully I'll be back soon kicking ass and feeling better about myself. Much love to all you amazing beautiful people that have shown me love and support from day dot!!! 💕💕 #goodbye #goodbyefornow 😪💕

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    This mornings looks and feels after my training session!!! Kind of sweaty, hot and was feeling really good this morning. My good buzz is starting to wear off now!!! #sweat #sweating #goodbuzz #workout #earlymorningworkout #train #training #trainhard #weights #weightsession #vsg #vsgcrew #vsgcommunity #vsgaustralia #nomakeup

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    And on Friday mornings we push ourselves to our limits, weights, squats, smashing ropes. Hard post to share as this is me working out, me being real and open....open for nasty people’s comments and comments of support. Two days back training and my mind already feels better, it’s amazing what a workout does for you and lifts you up and gives you so much energy. I’m so excited and pumped with this part of my journey. I got this buddy!!! 💪🏼🤟🏼💪🏼🤟🏼 #workout #ripes #weights #helpingmymind #vsg #vsgcrew #vsgcommunity #vsgaustralia

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    It’s these photos that help me and help my mind when I think I can’t see changes. I look at this picture and think “WOW idiot, you’ve come so far” but then there will be moments when even this picture can’t help me see what I’ve accomplished. I feel pretty proud right now comparing the two. It’s a good feeling today!!! January 2017 weighing 143 kilos Current weight loss as of February 95 kilos Total weight loss so far, 48 kilos 30 kilos full ultimate goal #gastricsleeve #gastricsleeve #gastricsleever #gastricsleevelife #gastricsleevesurgery #gastricsleeveaustralia #gastricsleevebeforeandafter #gastricsleevedivas #gastricsleeveaussies #gastricsleevecrew #gastricsleevejourney #gastricsleevecommunity #gastricsleeveweightloss #vsg #vsg2017 #vsg2018

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    Treated myself to new piercings....because I deserve too and because I have come damn far!!! #piercing #piercings #vsg #vsgjourney #treat #treatyourself #vsgcommunity #vsgaustralia

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    Because last night was amazing!!! That is all!! #evanescence #music #metal #alternativemetal #rock #amylee #goddess #rockgoddess #love

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    Feels for that one person that has made me feel like absolute shit about myself lately.....mate I’ll get through it seriously!!! Tomorrow I’m back training with my trainer I was training with before Christmas and I’m so excited to be back there, I’m getting my mental health right and my fitness levels right and I’ll push through all the bullshit any c##t throws at me!!! I’m not afraid to talk the talk and walk it!!! You’ll see!!! #nofucksgivenforyoutoday #workingonme #workingonmymind #positive #positivethoughts #positivethinking #positivemind #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #vsg #vsggirl #vsgmentalhealth #vsgfamily #vsgcrew #vsgcommunity #vsgaustralia #strongerthanyouthink

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    Amy Lee was just amazing last night, as was the band and the orchestra!!! She is a rock fucking goddess, her voice is definitely something out of this world!!! AMAZING!!! #evanescence #amylee #orchestra #operahouse #alternativemetal

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    So this happened yesterday!! Yesterday I went to the Evanescence concert and my friend had grabbed herself a large shirt from the concert...I looked at it thinking it’s to big it will look silly and should I risk a medium instead...now I’m talking ladies L and M from what us considered the “normal” range of sizing....she grabbed me the medium without me looking at it or trying it on and I thought if it fits it fits if it doesn’t then I’ll work on it to fit. Today I tried it on and it fits perfectly....a medium is roughly a size 14 I think. I haven’t been a size 14 in tops in 22 years....since 1996. This is a massive Non scale victory for myself because I didn’t believe this would ever be possible. Today marks a new day with my journey and struggles because today I’m taking on my problems my thoughts and fears of failing and dealing with this body dismorphia issue it seems I’m suffering from. I need to understand and see that I’m changing the this is working and I’m not failing. Today a New chapter begins in this journey and I’m hoping this will help me understand all my thoughts, worries and fears!!! #vsg #vsglife #NSV #nonscalevictory #nonscalevictories #vsgwinning #fightingmybattles #tacklingmymibd #bodydismorphia #healthymind #vsgaustralia #gastric #gastricsleeve #gastricsleever #gastricsleevelife #gastricsleevesurgery #gastricsleeveaustralia #bariatric #bariatricaussie #bariatricsleeve #bariatricjourney #bariatricsurgery #newtop #medium #size14 #evanescence

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    And we’re off to the Opera House to see my favourite American band perform...Evanescence is going to be amazing to see tonight. #concert #operahousebound #evanescence #rockon 🤟🏼🤟🏼🤟🏼

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    New 👠👠 because I deserve them and seriously needed a new pair of heels....it’s been a while. #heels #newheels #gold #goldheels #novo #novoheels

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    Transformation Tuesday. 6th of July last year and today. Today I had to see my surgeon and dietician for my 6 months check up but mind you it was my 8 months check up as I chickened out at 6 months. In August I weighed 113 kilos and currently weighing 95 kilos. I don’t see it and I talked about that so I’ll be seeing the councillor to help me process this journey and the changes happening to me and get a better understanding of it all because I feel I really need that at this point in this journey. The results are good and I need to be happy instead of feeling miserable so it’s time for those happy changes to take place!! #vsg #vsgsurgery #vsgcrew #vsgcommunitysupport #vsgfamily #vsgaustralia #gastric #gastricsleeve #gastricsleever #gastricsleevesurgery #transformation #transformationtuesday #weightloss #weightlossjourney #weightlossmotivation #weightlosstransformation #weightlosssurgery

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    I look at these pictures and see a woman who did so much to change for a man, a woman that is finally and slowly starting to realise she is and was beautiful but a woman that is still left with no real answers and her heart left breaking 7 years later waiting and wanting this man to come through on his word. I did everything right to get to here and will continue but fir now I need to pull myself together and get it right because I can’t sit here waiting and crying for a man that may never be ready to show me he meant every word, for a man who will never truly settle down because his scared and afraid of what society will think. My journey has to be about me and I need to focus on that and stop crying and feeling like I wasn’t worthy enough because if anything he isn’t worthy enough of someone as real as me and he will never find someone like me....EVER!!!! I deserve to be loved for me as I am now and as I was before the surgery....I don’t deserve to be loved for my new body. Love doesn’t work that way, love shouldn’t come with ultimatums....it’s not how it works

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    #vsg #vsgselfie #vsgpic #vsgaustralia #bariatric #bariatricaussie #bariatricjourney #bariatricsurgery #wls #wlsvsg #wlscrew #wlscommunity #wlscommunityvsg #wlsaustralia #sleeve #sleeved #gastric #gastricsleeve #gastricsleever #gastricsleevelife #gastricsleevesurgery #gastricsleevecommunity

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    Just some love in a mocca....because every time I make a coffee for my customers I really do try and do it with love!!! I love my job most days but it’s the customers I love most!!! Mind you it’s a strange little heart that I fluked 💕☕️❤️💕☕️❤️ #coffee #art #latteart #work #mostworkdays #coffeebeans #wild #wildbean #wildbeancafe #barista #baristas #startyourdayoffright #morningcoffees #silverwater #bp

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    Throw back to November 17th 2016 when I had a side shave happening and was weighing 143 kilos, working my ass off with a personal trainer and getting no where...and then there’s yesterday and these two pictures give me relief and hope!!! So I call this my face to face Sunday because why not? #gastric #gastricsleeve #gastricsleever #gastricsleevelife #gastricsleevesurgery #gastricsleevebeforeandafter #throwback #throwback2016 #thenvsnow #weightloss #weightlossjourney #weightlosssurgery #weightlosscommunity #weightlosstransformation #sleeve #soeeved #sideshave #facetoface #facetofacesunday

  • marthagetssleevedjourney

    Sunday’s are done in red ❤️💃🏽❤️💃🏽 happy Sunday to all!! Hope you all have an awesome amazing day wherever you may be!!! 44 kilos gone forever and they can stay away forever. Trying to feel happy, beautiful and comfortable in my own skin....it’s hard but I’ll get there. This whole journey is one learning process full of ups and downs, learning from mistakes too and getting back up and trying again. #sunday #dressedinred #gastric #gastricsleeve #gastricsleever #gastricsleevelife #gastricsleevesurgery #bariatric #bariatricaussie #bariatricjourney

  • marthagetssleevedjourney

    10 days post op and today. Still struggle to see and believe that I’ve lost 44 kilos because it really is a mind fuck most days but patience is the key and believing in yourself will get you where you need to be. #postop #now #vsg #vsgbeforeandafter #vsgjourney #vsgaustralia #gastricsleeveaustralia #wls #wlsvsg #wlscrew #wlscommunity

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    Now I have the dress in all 3 colours!!! The red dress wasn’t available in Australia, it was made specially to be sold in the U.S only at City Chic stores And was sent to Australia to be sold at the outlet store in Minto!! $100 pretty good price, love it. Red is hard to pull off usually but I think I can work this dress. #vsg #vsglife #vsgjourney #vsgcommunity #vsgaustralia #vsgweightloss #vsgjourney #vsgweightloss #wls #wlsvsg #newdress #gastricsleeveaustralia #gastricsleeve #gastric #gastricsleever #gastricsleevelife #gastricsleevesurgery #wlsaustralia #wlsliving #wls2018 #bariatric #bariatricaussie #bariatricsleeve #bariatricjourney #reddress #bluedress #blackdresd #citychic #citychiconline #citychicaustralia #citychicusa #citychicworldofcurves