I'm in love with you but I can't tell you.
I can't tell you because it's unfair of me to finally show how I feel after the fact that I fucked up, it's also not right of me because you've found someone new.
So instead I'm going to leave this here in hopes you see it, because I don't think I'll ever be able to tell you, especially because your love for me is no longer my love for you, I hope he loves you better than I did, I hope one day I can find someone who makes me see life differently, who makes me see it in much more beautiful ways, like you did.
You were the peace within me, the calm to my storm. I regret every moment I ever made you feel unwanted or let you down.
I hope you realize I think about you more than I admit, and every night I think about him holding you.. the way I always wanted to, he gets to kiss you, and hold your hand and do everything I never did. It makes me sick to my stomach.. but it makes you happy so I stay away, I'll always respect your decision and I'll always respect your happiness, because I'll always put you before me, you are my light, you'll always have a piece of my heart, even if you can't live there anymore.
